Talking To Myself In The Mirror

It’s been six weeks since I took the training to become a Zumba instructor, and I have to be honest … I’m not where I want to be with it.

I had pictured myself teaching by now. I really wanted to be teaching by now. The course was expensive. It was nine hours of pretty hard work. I had to drive two hours for it. And, most importantly of all, I LOVE ZUMBA AND WANT TO TEACH IT.

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But life has been getting in the way, unfortunately. I am nowhere near being able to teach yet. My schedule has been quite packed, and I haven’t allowed much time to work on the dances. I’ve made a few attempts, but it’s rare I have enough time to seriously consider the materials and absorb what I’m doing.

I have been making contact with gyms in town, and actually hope to meet with a fitness class coordinator at a senior’s fitness centre in a couple of weeks. So that’s promising. Originally, I wanted to have my first set of choreography ready for June 1st. Obviously that didn’t happen. Now, I think I need to line up a couple of classes and give myself a deadline in order to get my butt in gear. I’ll get there. I know I will :) it’s just going to take longer than I thought.

This post is pretty much a way to reassure myself that it’s okay that I haven’t started teaching yet. Sometimes I freak myself out and get down on myself for not accomplishing something the way I planned. I’m trying to get better at that. This is the blog version of talking to myself in the mirror and psyching myself up ;) don’t pretend you don’t do that. I do it allllll the time. Plus, I thought some of you might be wondering what the Zumba status was. I haven’t talked about it in a little while.

Now you know!

On a final (and completely unrelated and trivial) note, I am no longer watching The Bachelorette. Emily, you bore me to tears.

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I’ll be back next season :) Enjoy your day!


20 thoughts on “Talking To Myself In The Mirror

  1. I think it is amazing you are even working towards it. I think life is allowed to get busy but at least you have this experience so when you are ready, it will be there for you. I wish I had some rhythm.

  2. Definitely give yourself credit, you got certified, and you will teach! You’re on your way!

    I watched it last night with my sister and we kept talking through it and when it was over all the sudden we were like wait, who even went home? We had hardly paid any attention to it. Booooooring!

  3. Hey there! I am a Zumba® Instructor.. and I remember when I first started; I was in the same boat as you.. if you need any help/advice/whatever, do not hesitate to contact me. I LOVE LOVE LOVE teaching. I truly live and breathe for this! By the way, did you get ZIN39?